It's always remarkable to see where I am standing at at any point of time, look back at what has been going on, and see how much God has provided for and sustained me.
I have had so many questions on my mind. And yet after so long, I've only just begun to learn how to put the things of the world behind me quickly, and pursue God instead. After all, isn't it far better to pursue God's agenda than the world's? Doesn't it make far more sense? I'm not denying that we live in the world - but does that mean we conform? Jesus did not - even though he was called a glutton and a drunkard. I have fallen into the trap of measuring myself by the world's standards, and having the audacity to ask God to help me to measure up. God forbid! If there is any measure I should strive to measure up to, it is the upward call.
Yes, this is a mess of thoughts. It has been a rough couple of weeks, but I've made it through - by the grace of God - with my mind intact and sanity in check. Hope it makes sense to you, dear reader, and provokes you to think a bit about life.
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